For My Unborn Child

I never got to see your face
But in my heart, you hold a special place
And for that, I would never be the same

I'll never hear you laugh or cry
Or hold you in my arms tenderly
But I will still love you endlessly

I never got to hold you hand
I never got to sing you a lullaby
I will never come to understand
Why murderers run free and innocent souls die

I'll always have my suspicions
Why it must happened to you
All these unanswered questions
That would burn inside of me

Forever saddened upon this Earth
Crying for you, my unborn child
Never blessed by your birth.
But I’ll be here, unable to smile

You are my shining light in heaven
For one of angels to love
Until I get my wings to descend
She’ll take care of you, for me, in Heaven above

You’ll be my Guiding Light to Heaven’s Gate
Where I’ll get to see your Angelic Smile
And even if I never got to see your face
I’ll know in an instant that you are my unborn child!

My Dearest Gracielle,

How time flies... it's exactly a year since you left us. Many things have changed within this year... Por2 had passed on to take care of you in heaven. For which Momma is assured that you are no longer alone. I hope you are not giving Por2 a hard time, be a good girl, ok? Momma want to tell you that I've never forget what we've been thru a year ago at the operating theatre. Just as I thought I will be able to cope on your 1st anniversary, I realised that the pain is still raw. Whatever happened a year ago, from the moment I've received news about the complication of the pregnancy till the moment I was put under GA...everything comes back into my mind...vividly. We hope that you will be a happy angel and keep por2 company.

Daddy, Momma & Jie2 miss you dearly!